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Subject:Just posting shit for the sake of posting shit at this point...
Time:07:42 am
27 random questions

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I haven't looked at myself in the mirror today. Maybe tomorrow.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
Zero dollars.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
Poor.

4. Favorite planet?
Earth.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
It's a number I don't know. That's why I didn't pick it up.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
My PANIC! at the Disco one, of course.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
The green warm one.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
No.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Tred-Safe.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Currently pretty dark.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I searched this survey out specially. I'm the first I know of.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Surfing the internet aimlessly.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
omw

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
5 blocks directly south.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
The.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
My dad.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
My dog.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Maybe ibuprofen. Probably.

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
Zero.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
17.

22. Your worst enemy?
Hmmm... unfortunately I must admit I am... my own worst enemy.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
A Fullmetal Alchemist cover.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
I'll probably see you tomorrow.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
To be able to fly.

26. Do you like someone?
Just a few people.

27. The last song you listened to?
"What a Fool Believes" Loggins and McDonald
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Subject:Director's Commentary - February, 19th 2003
Time:07:01 am
I'm going to now do some director's commentary on post from the far past. I don't know if this will be interesting or not but I had the idea at work and am excited about how the post will look once I use a few gnarly HTML tags.


Stephen (majinmetroid) wrote,
@ 2003-02-19 15:30:00
Current mood: excited
Current music: t.A.T.u. - All the Things She Said (duh) W... T... F... ?

All the things she said, running through my head.... UNICRON!
This is just a post saying how amazed I was yesterday and today at something that isn't usually amazing... A bowel movement? For some reason, my bro was watching MTV It's because he's GAY! and on there... was a video.... a good video... I was experimenting with LSD for the first time ever that day.... Yeah, I was blown away too. What initially caught my attention was the two, soaking wet hotties being all gay with each other and kissing and stuff... but then I was like listening to the song and watching the video and, it had real depth. The director of the video was actually trying to say something and not just showcasing these two hot girls. The song, although poppy, is actually really awesome too. "Really awesome," huh? It deals with like, "Like?" Was I a 13-year-old girl in 2003? being a lesbian and all the inner termoil and stuff... really engaging. This was a pretty... pretty, pretty gay day for me...

Also.... today, at the comic shop they got Toyfare iss 68, and inside is a 3 page feature all about the most anticipated Transformer of all time... UNICRON!!! DEVOURER OF PLANETS!!!! (or is the Galactus, oh well....) This toy kicks ass... I am so syked. I should use syked more often and I never did get my hands on this cool Unicron toy, however I heard it was on clearance at Target for like $15.oo eventually. I missed my big chance...

Anyway, later...

Oh yeah, the group that sang the song is t.A.T.u. and the song is "All the Things She Said" (as far as i know, that's what I downloaded off kazaa....) And I'm officially a dipshit.

Peace out, dogs. "Dogs." Damn... I really was a dipshit.




Who am I kidding here? I still listen to that song once and a while.

Yeah, this was fun poking fun at myself. I'll probably do more when I can't think of anything else to write about.
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Subject:What Do You Have To Say? - My Biggest Dream
Time:06:40 am
Current Mood:hopefulhopeful
What is your biggest dream? How do you plan to achieve it?


I have a lot of dreams. At the top are two, tied. Both are a long way off and both have road blocks I'm going to have to hurdle. The first is entirely up to me whether or not it's realized. The second will require a bit of luck.

The first is pretty simple: Losing It. I'll be blunt as fuck and say that I weigh a whopping 460+ lbs. That's fucked up. That's not a far shot from fucking Maury Povich, come Uhaul me outta here status. Right fucking now I'm standing on the fucking line, one side is being able to operate properly in the real world, day to day and on the other is fucking bed ridden circus freak. That's fucking blunt as shit but it's the truth. In the past it's been about things like getting a girlfriend, being able to ride rollercoasters, wearing comic book t-shirts and stuff like that. Now, it's all about my health. I can feel myself wearing down in places each and every day. Small new pains are springing up all over my body telling me the clock is fucking ticking. It might just be a race to beat the devil. I've had small successes in the past. I know what must be done. Diet and exercise. It's so easy when I get in the right mindset but I've let myself off the hook too many times. I let myself believe that other things in my life were the cause of me giving up. Things like traffic tickets and broken tire rods and work and family and not being able to go to school... I used them as get out of diet free cards. And trust me, this isn't the first time I've gotten all reflective and seen where the problems lie. I know, I just ignore it. I eat and it makes all the problems go away. But, goddammit, I'd have a hell of a lot less problems if I were half the size I am now. My twelfth relaunch is tomorrow, Monday, January 7th 2008. Getting back in the gym after about a month and a half of not going and I'm going to discipline my eating again. I'm thinking of throwing down $100 on a decent DDR game, too just so I'm doing something every day. That'll help in these cold days when I don't feel like going through the trouble of hitting up the gym. So that's the plan. I've got the tools and the knowledge. Time to fucking lose it, for crying out fucking loud. Amiright? K, that's dream one. Losing weight. That ones up to me completely.

My other dream is kind of broad but here it is anyways... Making it big. I would love to make it big in either writing or acting. Wouldn't mind both. Many know I've been working on a novel for about 100 years. A lot of the same excuses I've invented for weight loss I apply to writing the novel, too. But, hey, look at me, I'm writing right now! Finally! So, I'm already on my way. And in this, when I say making it big, I mean J.K.Rowling style. Full movie deal, franchise rights, etc. Haha... no, honestly just getting it published would be a dream come true. Having it be popular enough to get away with writing for a living would also be a fucking miracle. Just being able to wake up and write for eight hours instead of making pizzas or driving a truck, etc. would be a perfect life in my eyes. So, let's branch off this dream with a subtitle - Being able to support myself with my writing. The other half, acting. I don't know if this is more or less farfetched than becoming an accomplished author but yeah... I love it. Being on stage was the best time of my life. It was like I found the place I belonged. I've missed it a lot in the past year or so. Damn, have I missed it. As far as the dream part goes, I dream of moving out to New York or California and making it big on stage or in the pictures. Being able to support myself with acting would be fucking awesome. Being able to write, direct and star in flicks wouldn't be half bad either. In order to succeed in these fields, one must have talent, flat out. You can't fake this shit for long. So, either I've got it or not. All I can do is try my fucking best and never quit. Never relent and never stop believing in myself. Putting myself out there. After that, I just gotta hope someone in a good position notices me and wants to give me money to keep doing it.

I feel like I should put a runner up dream on here, too. I've always thought that if these bigger than life dreams never come to fruition, that I'd like to fall back on opening a little nerd shop. I'd sell comics and rpg shit and manga and card games, shit like that. I think that'd be pretty cool.
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Subject:The Perfect Party - REVISED EDITION
Time:06:04 am
Current Mood:hopefulhopeful
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Subject:What Do You Have To Say? - The Perfect Party
Time:04:56 am
Current Mood:calmcalm
Describe your idea of a perfect party.
K, in desperation of something to write about tonight, I'm using this feature of LiveJournal to give me a topic. This one sounds interesting, The Perfect Party. I'm more partial to intimate little get-togethers but this topic lends to exaggeration so I'm going to do two versions, small and large.

LARGE

- I feel like doing it bulleted list style.
- It's gotta be in a convention hall.
- Like a comic/anime convention except a party, with hot girls cosplaying in skimpy outfits wandering all over with drinks and such
- Some of the cosplayers are pole dancing
- Journey, Queen, Supertramp, Three Doors Down, Matchbox 20, Eagles, Siam Shade, etc take turns playing live songs. Freddie Mercury and Steve Perry are alive/not douches, respectively
- There's a large puppet of Jabba the Hutt somewhere, lifelike (no jokes, you bitches)
- Wooden barrels full of ice and cans of pop and energy drinks, etc. are everywhere
- Projector screened Wii play is going on, and other consoles too
- It goes on for three days straight, hardly any naps
- People come and go from my past and present, hanging out and saying hello, etc
    - Friends from middle school
    - Cool people I used to work with
    - the Cool teachers (Mr. Weiss, fuck yeah, he's there doing a laser light show and shit)
    - People I highly respect in film/writing ... Stephen King, Kevin Smith, Harold Ramis, Dan Akroyd, Bill Murray, George Carlin, Sam Kinison (back with Mercury) etc.
    - Natalie Portman and Rachel Weisz
    - Everyone I know
- A huge ball pit
- A huge inflated room place, balls optional
- A pool
- Snacks are available
- Over the Top plays on a big screen TV somewhere, followed by Back to the Future, The Santa Clause, The Mask, Star Wars (all of it) Brain Candy,  Beetlejuice, The Secret of My Success, then Ghosbusters and Ghostbusters 2. After that, Arrested Development Seasons 1 - 3 are played on a loop in case the party goes on for more than 3 days (it will)
- A guy is hired to come in and pretend to hold the place hostage with lots of guns and shit but after ten minutes I reveal it's just a joke
- Yeah, just a lot of stuff like that

small

- A nice, cozy living room area
- A couple very comfortable couches, recliners
- A crackling fire in the fire place
- Only like four or five, or six people at the most
- Movies are watched, good ones
- A board game or two is played, cards even
- Things kinda simmer down and we all discuss some interesting things, anecdotes are told, etc.
- We just get pizza or something
- It's like The Breakfast Club in some ways
- Maybe we're all 15 and we have to keep it down cause the one kids parents are sleeping upstairs
- Everyone is enjoying themselves
- The night seems to last forever
- Tomorrow is a million miles away


Which one do you think is better?
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Subject:Eat your porridge, Manannan.
Time:12:13 am
Current Mood:quixoticquixotic
Hey there, LiveJournal,

I said I'd write in you more often so here I am. Still don't have that "Oh, I've got to write about this in LiveJournal mentality I had back in high school and the early years of college. Maybe this will help.

I feel like I just gotta write, too. I'm supposed to be (in my own mind) this great writer, or soon to be great writer... and yet, I write very little week to week, month to month, especially in the last two years. My novel is something I work on once every three months. If you asked me what my greatest goal is, I'd say losing 250 lbs. Second greatest goal is getting that damn novel published. How can you publish something that isn't finished? No matter if it's good or if it's crap. It may very well be crap, too. I haven't let anyone read it in years. I look back on it and say "Man, this is good!" but I have no experience in novel writing. It's my first one. Even when I'm "done," I'm still going to draft the hell out of it. Shit I was planning and hinting at in the beginning is totally gone now. Characters just seem to disappear... It needs a lot of work. Work, one way or the other, that I'm not doing.

I've got to find a way around the "If only"s. If only I didn't have to work, I'd have time to finish the book. If only I had surplus income, I'd be happy enough to let myself loose weight. If only I wasn't so awkward and fat, I'd have a girlfriend. I was almost learning to get over that. A couple years ago (hmmm... right before MySpace) I was studying Buddhism. I was seriously considering considering Buddhism as a secondary religion. Secondary to Christianity/borderline Agnostic. Today, I don't know what to think or believe. Buddhism made fucking sense, I will say that. That's why I liked it. It didn't ask me to accept anything except my own mortality and limitations.

This is really fucking stream of consciousness I guess... I'm going from writing, to excuses, to religion... Whatever, I'm allowed. It's my LJ. Also, now that I type that, why does LiveJournal come up as a misspelled world? LJ, too. MySpace, too. I noticed that "MySpace" is a misspelled word to the MySpace spell checker, too. What's up with that?

But, yeah... I'm just lost. Is this what "23" is like? 24 is just 'round the corner... I have dreams but all I'm seeing nowadays are the road blocks. Were they not there when I was 17, 18 and 19 or was I blind to them then?

I'm gonna go play King's Quest. More on this later.
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Subject:Hmmm..... I think... Yes, fuck MySpace.
Time:07:22 pm
Current Mood:cheerfulcheerful


I started this post initially with the objective of listing my holiday haul and announcing I'm coming back to Live Journal. First off, fuck MySpace. I'll still use it because it's stupid not to, as so many fucking people use it but it's really no place for this. A blog. A pick my own brain type blog I used to LOVE writing like... fucking five years ago. Damn, I think I'm back in a big bad way in that capacity. So, yeah, I hope to write a lot of journal type shit in here so read only if you dare! Buwaah!

Here's my haul:

The Movies PC game
Shaun of the Dead DVD
X-Box Live Membership
$35 Best Buy Gift Card
    (probably Superbad and Stardust)
Extras Seasons 1 and 2
Dungeons and Dragons Complete Animated Series DVD
Just Being Me by Rupert Boneham
Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings DS game
Ax Body Spray Gift Pack
Cinnamon Rolls
$100 cash

All in all, a great year. Merry Christmas everyone.
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Subject:MajinMetroid's Nostalgia
Time:06:26 am
Current Mood:awakeawake
I've come back from the dead to tell everyone to go to my new, cool site.

MajinMetroid's Nostalgia
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Time:04:08 pm
Damn, peer pressure. I've moved to My Space. ... I don't know if I'm completely abandoning livejournal but... I'm going to be posting news about my life in My Space now... So, if you enjoy reading my semi-entertaining anecdotes, you gotta move to My Space. Damn you, Sean.
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Subject:Yep, I'm bored enough to do one of these.
Time:03:43 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER:Sin City
WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW:Y the Last Man
FAVORITE BOARD GAME:Grape Escape
FAVORITE MAGAZINE: Wizard, Toyfare or Electronic Gaming Monthly
FAVORITE SMELLS: Cliche cut grass, vanilla, "new"
COMFORT FOOD: Beef and Potato Burrito
FAVORITE SOUNDS: Lightsabers clashes
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:Love
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING:Is it really 2pm? Damn...
FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE:Taco Bell
FUTURE CHILD'S NAME: Benjamin
FINISH THIS STATEMENT: "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD":Fill a mansion with action figures
DO YOU DRIVE FAST:Yes
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL: No
STORMS -- COOL OR SCARY:Cool
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR:Blue 1990 Aerostar
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK:None
FINISH THIS STATEMENT,'IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO': Gut my closet out
DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI:Yes
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE: Not neon green
GLASS HALF-EMPTY OR FULL:Full
HOW MANY CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN: 1
FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX: In my car under the bridge
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH: Hockey
WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED: Empty SoBe bottles and bits of trash
TOILET PAPER/ PAPER TOWEL--OVER OR UNDER: What the fuck does that mean?

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